What's the use you when you're in love, but not the shit can say, do, or, as in my case - and, therefore, currently my absolute favorite with full points on a scale of 1 to "worse is actually not any degree" - it is for the first time really firmly determined to say it because it is really worthwhile, but it is not easy .. it?
condemned again by 1, I should get up, I feel bad though - hardly sleep because: thinking too much - explodes> head to think, stinks - but if I do not get up, the tag again für'n ass.
hmm ... be two messages on the answering machine, the first would have of me, little memo to myself with the friendly reminder, less crap in my head to be: "Kill your bizarre mindset, fuckhead" ;.
the second message ... I think ... well, I think ... but actually I'm really afraid at the moment before ... but it is her, um, "hey, ... hi, I ... I just wanted to say I'm sorry about last time and I have unfortunately no idea how to make good again ... well, call me back sometimes ... please ... I'm sorry ... "
ok, she'm sorry, I believe her, she could have come earlier, but ok ...
but what should I do now? Call
, idiot! - Already clear, but what say?
say that it has made me ready, and I have not ever felt so crappy?
play or not impressed and hope it does not happen again? - Or that would be the famous, well-known and very popular "I'll eat the inside me, not a weakness show and to not burden "game?
postpone So first - a shower, eat and continue to ruminate on decent music ...
Showering immediately after the brilliant idea: I call on when the hair is dry & # 8211; buy time.
ie "breakfast" and music ...
the motivation is not enough for the complex process of the preparation of fried ham with, so back to cheap version - a yoghurt and tea ... I could
puke every time the first spoon yogurt, but towards the end when the vehicle has reached almost disgusting legally room temperature, it's off somehow ...
care, music, now, tea is also fast ... almost done ...
pooh ... PLAY ... - "it'sa great big world, there'sa million other guys, i feel so lucky when i look green in those eyes .. . '- great, any time, but please do not now ... CLICK - "hunter-gatherers is the plan, call me crazy, says me insane, profoundly, the thing is on ... "- hey, wow, super, who really hates me today again?
CLICK CLICK CLICK - "breathing in, spilling out, the bitter-sweet sugar of life, it used to taste better ..." - well, that's better, and now first in peace to enjoy the tea ...
is fascinating, which is almost a week and not (and if it sucks, then extreme) sleep can make one - no coffee, no cola, and all bring a shit, because what one keeps you awake all around the rest is that just absolutely not to fit in a crashing itself and a really just the feeling there, but not being able to sleep, but very slow and relatively ig painful to die from it ... damn shit ...
the cup bottom is slowly being revealed ...
that can only mean one thing: the tea is coming to an end (great phrase) - in itself not a problem because: one can new brew - but unfortunately not today somehow, now that's all complicated, the more the cup empties, the closer puts the call - I drink my tea hot, the change must, hot tea cools, but cold, which remains cold & # 8211; Jaha! then it would be much easier to remember for ever the last drip in the cup ... but all benefit nothing, the cup is empty, the hair is dry - damn towel ! - And so is clear what has now come ...
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